mommy, i miss you sooo bad. do you know? everytime i see the picture, me and you. or everytime i see someone else mother, i remember you. i think why we cant have the moment like that? i dont wanna say you leave me, you just go to somewhere place, hat place, makes you smile and the place can erase your pain.
mommy, you dont leave, someday we will together in heaven, with dad, and nenek. i know, one day, finally i can see your smile face again :)
ma, i know you know, i dreamed about you, last week maybe. i dream that you still alive, here. you found me, you ask me "are you fathia?" and when i see your face i smile, cry and said "yes mom, im fathia" ma, what that mean?
you miss me? i miss you. this ramadhan, i pray pray and pray for you, hope you have the best in there.
i know Allah will hear my pray, and do the best for you.
ma, i know you go fastly, cause God doesnt want you feel the pain anymore.
i guess God, do that cause Allah love you so much.
and God takes you, cause God want learn me to grow up, to be a good child for you.
to be thest, not dissapointed you and dad.
ma, rest in peace in there. now, and later i will be okay.
i have dad, beaside me. nenek whose always be the best for me. and were family, secure me and make me happy and comfort.
i have my bestfriends and my friend, whose always be there for me.
i have a boyfriend whose always give me spirit and give me carry and love me with his whole heart :)

I LOVE YOU MA :*
best kiss, and super big hug for you

sincerly,

princess emma